Friendship

Friend is my life.

My life is useless without them.

Friend is my inspiration..

Having them gives me a meaningful life.

Now, I'm a far away of them.

My life is sad because they are not beside me.

They give me a happy moment which I still remember.

They make me smile when I was lonely.
I miss them very much..

LUMILIPAS

hayyy… ang panahon talaga lumilipas…

noon ,isang maliit na bata pala mang na wala pang alam at ngayon, isang college student ng UNIVERSITY OF SAINT LA SALLE na nagtutuklas ng bagong kaalaman….

noong una talaga hindi ko masabi na nasa kolehiyo na ako at hindi ko kaya magcollege but then, its our life…we should face our journey and I do not regret it ….but ang nakakamiss lang ay ang mga kaibigan ko at ang family kasi naman nandito ako sa CITY OF SMILES… namimiss ko ang mga kulitan,asaran,lambingan,kantahan, and so on…buti nalang nandito aking mga classmates na super approachable talaga sila at mang masasayahin…

sinasabi ko mahirap talaga magcollege kasi dapat kang mag aral ng mag aral kasi may pagkakataon na quiz kaagad pagkatapos ng mahabang discussion…super…but tuloy parin ang buhay…dapat kayanin para makuha ko ang aking minimithi…

ang iniisip ko lang….KUNG KAYA NG IBA , AY KAYA KO RIN!!!!!AJA!!!!

WHY

i'm alone..
i'm sick of loving you..
why you hurt me?
why?
my life is useless without you..
why you leave me?
why?
you said i'm the only ONE!
you said you love me..
why you go far away with me?
why?
you said you always beside me..
why you make me cry?
why?

Those promises was broken..
you betrayed me..
you hurt me....

I hate you...

REASON

by JOSIE

Everyone of us..has a right to be HAPPY.
but why they wanted me to be unhappy.

they neglect me as a person...
they make me embarass to others.. why?

why?
because ...
i'm not totally pretty..and
i'm only a bright person..
i'm a jolly person and they aren't..

why?
because they are social person..and
i'm a simple person..

Is that the reason?

I know there is a time that
they will accept me as a person..
and be my friend somedays.

Since, God is always there for me,
I will be the stronger girl who never afraid to face them..

THE past!!!

well..Its.. time to say goodbye..to my past..
ang dami talagang event ang nagyari..heartache, quarrel, misundertanding..ahai.
But this is the best part of my life because nagiging strong ako that day..
This is the story:

january 2,2008..
A guy namedly Mark txt me about he felt for me.Actually, he is my best friend. I don't know what I should reply to him but what I know is I like him too. So, I reply to him of what I felt.
During that time, He ask to me that he want to court me and of course I replied YES!.
however, 3 days before he ask, I was leaving to Bacolod.
I questioned to myself that why he never told me earlier about what he felt for me.

He txt and txt to me while I was in Bacolod: however, as the time was past, I noticed that he oftenly txt me. at misan nga.. 2 months,their is No communication...

I questioned to myself that Is he didn't love me anymore? why he never txt me anymore?

During that time, I was angerily to him and I never txt him also...

September 21,2008

Someone txt me to my number. I don't know who is txting me.
He is said on the txt: Hi, Jo... are you ok? still for along time...pls, reply
I replied to him: Who you? your number is not registered in my phonebook.
May i know you?

and then, He replied to me: This is Mark, your best friend...

I don't know why he txt me again. Bec. of my relation to him as a best friend, i still replied him but what i have felt for him was gone.
and now, we are still best friend. i didn't ask him anymore about the past but what its imortant is Now. We are starting to trust each other. Who knows, someday?